this ain’t a fairytale

January 11, 2009 at 1:06 pm (Uncategorized)

when i was 6, i knew exactly what i wanted to be.  i never had doubts. i never ever thought ‘i can’t do this’. i knew what i wanted and that was it.
i don’t know what happened since then; maybe i just grew up, and i realised that things aren’t as black and white as i thought them to be.
the 6 year old knew what she was about. i feel..lost.

i went to the education fair with darren today. it turned out to be very enlightening. i have a lot of thinking to do right now, a lot of reckoning and a lot of questions to ask myself. i’m not upset, i’m just confused. growing up was not supposed to be this hard.

my inner turmoil led to me purchasing:  
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gladiators are love.

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3 Comments

  1. Leconte said,

    its ok. when i was young, i said to myself.

    when i grow up, i wanna be famous, wanna be a star, wanna be in movies but now im not famous, dont wanna be a star cause stars are boring, they just sit and twinkle and im not in movies because if i am, i would be in cicak-man. laaaaaaaaaa

    • insomniahenceinsanity said,

      you know..i really am not surprised to read this from you. lol. i’m trying to imagine you as cicak man. it’s damn funny.

  2. Aly said,

    hahahaha. leconte the cicak man. interesting thought.

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