more than a love song can give

February 15, 2009 at 2:14 pm (Uncategorized)

it’s 2 in the morning. and i’m not waiting on your call. not at all.
i’m watching youtube videos. the count so far is 24. i’m watching funny videos and not thinking about you and how it’s 2 in the morning and you haven’t called.
i’m not thinking of you.
there are 3 missed calls, all not from you, and therefore i feel no urge to answer them. not that i’m waiting on your call. i’m not.
i’m fiddling with the giant bag of mnm’s i got for valentines. i seperated them by colour, and i start on the blue pile, not thinking about how green’s your favourite. i don’t care.
it’s 3 in the morning now. i watch two episodes of one tree hill, my absolute favourite ones, the ones that do not remind me of you and me.
because you see, i’m not thinking of you.
i read through my box of letters, ignoring all the ones addressed to you. i’m not thinking of you.
it’s 5 in the morning, and you call.
you ask me if i’ve been waiting long, and i don’t know how to answer you. 3 years? 3 hours?
i laugh and say i forgot you were going to call.
‘we all have our versions of truth’ – the secret life of the american teenager
and my truth is that i’m not hung up on you.
i’m not.
goodnight.

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