July 21, 2009 at 5:28 pm (personal)

i miss you, but i’m not doing anything about this, us, you and me, so maybe, just maybe, i don’t miss you enough.
and that scares me.
i’ve always been the one to care more, the one to fix things. but i’m tired of being the fixer.
you fix this.
and if you don’t, or you can’t, then maybe it’s time to walk away.
i hate to sound like i’m giving up, but there are times when you have to draw the line, and decide what’s worth salvaging and what’s better of gone.
you’re in the maybe pile and i don’t know if i’m holding on from pure affection, or because i just can’t bear to say goodbye.
either way, i’m going to have to decide.
or maybe your silence has already determined my decision, except i don’t want to admit it just yet.

drinking milo in the a.m. and talking to real people, who matter. you are not on my mind.

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